It's been long...

It's been so long since I last wrote on my blog. Just that now I feel like saying so much stuff and blasting on the FB wall doesn't seem like a good idea. I have just watched 2 episodes of Secret Garden and realized that it would truly be wonderful if what happened in the drama could become reality. Not that I'm greedy or what but when I saw how the main guy cared so much for the main gal, how I wish that there is someone in the world who would care for me. Someone who would occasionally ask me how my foot was. Someone who would think of me every now and then. Someone who wouldn't raise his voice at me. He doesn't have to be the CEO of a department store - just that he has the loving and caring heart is sufficient. I know that I shouldn't compare but many a times I wonder about this relationship that I am in and I do wonder whether I should continue with it. At times I don't feel the love and it makes me wonder whether this love has become habitual instead. Perhaps I need to expose myself to more people, getting to widen my social circle. It's not true love if there's no trust and hesitation. I'm not greedy - I just want someone to love and care for me.